Ego of all

My ego kikes in start away, it’s one and only job is to claim, it’s me I did it, it grabs ownership over anything felt, then straight away the ego filters kick in, in my mind, there job is to say this was said, written or done by of this person in their life.

There are as many used as there are memories of events that explain where you have seen conflicting information, to that of the egos view.

These events as well as the sensory input of both an internal and an external world just re-enforce, not the truth, but the story, the internal world will accept, the external world knows about them.

The counter egos are there to re-enforce the story the operator, will acknowledge, been that we are all individuals, we do not live in the same space, yet we do live in a combined existence, that it is not really about individuals, but about all of us.

At the same time that we all co-exist, we all live separate existences, we all lead different lives, due to that we all meet alternate people, at different times, in a separate quadrant  of earth.

Due to this we all learn different life skills, each in our own time, depending on what we individually know, and what we wish to know.

There is also the factor of how much we are prepared to do, to get what we want.

We work hard to live up to our masters demands, but our master is just trying to meet all of our demands.

They want what you want, to live life the way the operator wants to live it, because without the conscious energy that we are, the body is useless, it may have more knowledge about its self, but the energy that created and runs vital functions, is not capable of giving orders that will turn in to active movements.

The time of the operator, and there power over the body that they reside in, is a slow process, to start with we know very little about what our body is telling us, in this phase of life, the body is looking for its leader, until a leader is clear, it operates on when something needs to happen it happens, there is little control of when things occur.

A leader works out when to hold on and how to make it happen, they become, us what we, having lived long enough, become boss of their life.

The only one that can do the job and give the orders.

Ego filters, are more so the egos of other people or counter egos.

The counter egos job is to, prove / disprove the main ego, by providing the senses with proof of other egos existence, and what they can lay claim to.

Everybody has a back ground story, ever back ground story is different, due to the spaces on earth they have visited, and who was there when they visited, and also the factor of what was said in that space, at that time.

We all lead different lives, and I personally only have knowledge of the life I lead and all that happens in it, and around it, in my field of view, everyone I come across as I use my body to travel, makes up what I know of this combined world, of different same time.

Technology has been made that utilizes the universes laws and properties, to be able to bring people together informing them at the same time, but in a way that no one personally knows how is watching or listing, and for the most part have no personal connection to the portray-er of the message.

I see myself in amongst an infinite amount of life forms that when combined are incomprehensibly far greater than I ever could be, I could never take on all that exist, because in the story I know, the story I live, people do die, people are killed at random, or killed for what they believe in.

It has also been proven to me that when I believe someone has died, they no longer exist in my world, in a way that is tangible or real to me, because for me seeing is believing, if I see and believe in the; loss of one from there body, then I will never see them in the same way, they might still exist in my mind as a memory, but I know I will never see the body I once associated them with.

I hope this is not that I lost faith your existence, but that for reasons I can never understand we all lose sight of each other, especially when we have given all we can give to this world.

It is our calling to other places, at different times, to other sides to one self, that leave some feeling like what was once there is disappearing, and we are still left hear dreaming of what we once had, trying to find it, and get it back but, still trying to find out our own life lesson.

We can always re unite with what we left behind and that which left us behind, as long as the need is mutual, and the timing is right.

Nothing is gone forever, it only hides until you’re ready to except, the new form it exist in, then it will be shown to you both again, in a new surroundings.

Life is fucking excellent, we are one, which is made up form many, and we are many that are made up from one.

This life has many real consciences, this life is where any action of mine has an impact on that of the others that live in this universe, that exist around me as this massively daunting part of me that is not me, the ones I see as the different parts of the world I come across in my daily life, as I live my comfortable existence of only doing my bit, what I can manage on my own.

I am what I want to be, that is a man that wishes to be served by others, and can also in return provide a service for the world that has given me a life, where everyone matters and every one fills a need, not only for them self but for similar types of people.