silence

dark cold empty lost
this is what sits inside my soul
there is no me anymore
somewhere along the way the true me disappeared
i miss me
this person i am is so lonley
i once was so vibrant
now i must hide how i feel
i must be loved only half way
he changed me but loves me less for it
he doesnt say it
but lord do i feel it
i break every few months
i just break down and cry
he asks why
doesnt like the answer
silence ...........
no outlet no release just silence
i could yell i could argue
i wont win though and i wouldnt care
but he wont listen either
he hears
but no more
silence ends the fight
silence tears me apart
silence has became my own emotional hell