Shrouded

Blinded by fear and pain I say things I don’t mean. Surrounded by panic and agony I do thing I don’t mean. Shrouded in this constant feeling of dread for the things I have said and done, and have not meant.

It is hard for me to say what I want to say, because I am scared of losing you. It is hard for me to do what I want to do, because I am scared of losing you. Shrouded in this constant feeling of regret for the things I have not said or done, and have meant to.

What I want to say is I love you… I love you more then I’ve loved anyone before. What I want to do is hold your hand for everyone to see, so they know that I love you. Shrouded in this constant feeling of wishful thinking that I wish was meant for me.