Illusion

Your body my bible
Tonguing through the pages
Of a lowly disciple I
Read between the lines
My fingers, they prize
In time. I rise, hate
Searching for lies
As I justify
My rape I
Sodomize
In attempt to prophesize
All the events, pretense
Lengths I've been to.
Concealing your fate
Your cries
Infiltrate
My alibies
Decimate my days
As I masturbate
To your demise
I watch, crazed
As the illusion fades...