The first in my Whisper in the Wind collection |
Sitting here listening to the world outside pass me by Wondering where I went wrong with you I fought like Hell to keep you from, but still you had to die They say hindsight is 20/20, looking back I never had a clue What I really meant to you Now in this solitude I no longer fight the tears I hate knowing I couldn't save you This is a pain I have felt through the years This silence speaks to me so loud Playing my memories like movie (for the world to see) Not knowing how to deal with this, hiding in this shroud My heart tears itself to pieces (far from the light that we had) This silence speaks to me so loud Telling me that I give you the one thing you needed (though I can not seem to believe it) MY VOICE, THEIR VOICE, and then there is you among this crowd Holding my hand telling me to carry on I can't help but try to drink this away How we ever came to be (I will never know) Why did it have to be you to die this way Such a slow and painful death, the cancer never would go Away.... and let you live Now in this solitude I no longer fight the tears Knowing you are gone hurts so bad I am sorry you had to suffer so many years This silence speaks to me so loud Playing my memories like movie (for the world to see) Not knowing how to deal with this, hiding in this shroud My heart tears itself to pieces (far from the light that we had) This silence speaks to me so loud Telling me that I give you the one thing you needed (though I can not seem to believe it) MY VOICE, THEIR VOICE then there is you among this crowd Holding my hand telling me to carry on I was there when you needed me I loved you unconditionally I prayed for a miracle, one that would have saved you I can't understand why it had to be you So many times we talked about life One that you knew you would never have But somehow you kept hope alive through every ounce of strife I promised I wouldn't let you go So here I am still holding your hand even after you have turned cold In this silence, You speak to me so loud Holding me in your arms Telling me that you're so proud I have to carry on because there is others that need me In this silence, I hear the angels singing Happy another child has come home I am begging you to never forget me, and to always stay here with me You tell me in your soft voice that You will always be in my heart You will be everywhere This silence speaks so loud to me Gary "Xqsnr" Jackson |