Love, Desire and the need to give, slave

I woke up early, slipped out of your embrace, went to the bathroom, took a shower and washed my teeth.  Awake I came back into the bedroom tiptoeing quietly, but you stirred a little when you heard me anyway, made some of your early morning noises and murmured, "I love you, come back to bed, my love."  I sat on the edge of the bed, you were asleep again already and I watched you with a smile for a while, feeling proud love, then kissed you gently on the lips.  You smiled, opened your eyes a little and froze me with a glance.  Deep love.  You said, "take it off, and come to bed, NOW!"  You closed your eyes as I stood.  My towel slipped to the floor and you smiled to hear it gently land, and opened the covers to me.  I sat, then lay next to you, you slipped one arm under my neck and the other around my hips and pulled me close to you, your warmth and sleepiness embracing me as your beautiful arms held me fast to you.  Your rhythmic breathing over my neck froze me again and I relaxed in your arms, unable to move for the wondrous bliss I felt.

We lay for a while, the room lightened as the rising sun began to peek through the gap in the curtains.  It was getting later, but we had no rush to get up, we had a day off.  You were asleep again, I could tell by your breathing, yet you held me tight to you, forbidding me to rise.  Despite your sleep, the length of you rested against my thighs, and when I stirred a little, you sighed in your sleep.  Feeling desperately hot, but not wanting to wake you, I lay still enjoying your warm breath on my neck, and the feel of you behind me, protection, passion, and even in your sleep, I felt a sense of your pride of me.  I felt thoroughly female against you, and thoroughly yours.

You had had a late night last night, with friends.  I had gone to bed before you, but for a change you hadn't joined me straight away, you felt had a commitment which you couldn't break.  I fell asleep without you, but had a dim memory of you joining me at some point in the night, all darkness and love.  As I lay still against you now thinking about it, I remembered what had sent me to bed in the first place. 

I had teased you a little, but my heart wasn't in it - you kept making a certain someone laugh.  It was driving me a little crazy with jealousy so I left you unaware, with a kiss and a whisper of love and went to bed.  I lay awake a while thinking about what a fool I was to let it get to me, and got hot thinking about how you would react to me if you had known. 

Now, this morning I was lying still in your arms, pressed hard against you, feeling your heat and feeling hot myself, the tension had been building for almost an hour now, and in your sleep you could feel it because now and then you gave a little moan as your dreams guided you through corridors of desire. 

Thinking of last night and remembering, feeling again this jealousy, I felt tense against you and involuntarily I gave a little growl and moved as though to get away, to get up again.  "No, Love," you whispered loud into my ear, holding me fast and I felt startled, you had been awake a while, though your breathing had not changed!  Your whisper again left me frozen for a few seconds, but I started to struggle away from you again before long.

You smiled to yourself as I began to struggle again.  You had been awake all along waiting for me to get to this point, your anticipation making you feel the heat of the moment even more.  You knew exactly what had happened last night, you hadn't realised straight away because of the intensity of what was happening around you, but after I had gone, and she laughed again, you realised in a flash and shook your head, your heat rising even then, regardless.  It was an exasperation for you that I still felt this now and then, but you found it headily sexy too.  You toyed with the idea of following me to bed straight away, to put an end to these feelings in me.  But in the end your sense of commitment won out.  And, you knew making it up to me would be a lot of fun, you knew I had to own you, or be owned, to recover.  If you left it a little while, you knew I would just want more intensity in our actions.  So, you stayed put.

Now struggling against your power and strength, I growled again.  I knew you'd not easily let me go, but I just felt I had to try.  I gained an inch, two, and you gave a little space to me so I began to feel you would let me go after all, I relaxed a second to get some strength back and then struggled again to get up.  Suddenly, you pulled me hard to you, so our bodies crashed together, whispering again in my ear in your loud whisper, "I said .. NO!".  You knew then that this time I needed to be owned, and your smile came back again as anticipation mounted further.

You took my shoulder and pushed it down, moving a little so I would lie flat on my back.  I had no choice, but I stared defiance at you and you looked quite sternly at me as you slipped your legs over mine to prevent another escape attempt.  You reached out and grabbed my belt from where it lay beside the damp towel on the floor by the bed.  I looked more defiance at you and tried to move my arms out of reach, but you grabbed them anyway and again I struggled hard, making it difficult for you to get the belt around my wrists.  All this struggling had raised our heat to a new level.  We could see it in each others eyes when you finally got the belt tight as you wanted it.  Still we were not smiling.  You tilted your head to the side as your fingers slipped down between my legs to check my state.  You were not disappointed, you slipped two fingers inside me and I couldn't stop the moan escaping my lips as you mercilessly moved your fingers where you knew I couldn't help but react.  I struggled a little again, trying to free my hands, but your teasing just got more intense with each struggle, your thumb circling outside of me, you held the end of the belt with your other hand and pulled my hands down to my side as you watched your teasing play over my face.  I gave another attempt to free my hands, and in response you pushed your fingers deeper and my hips left the bed as I moaned again.  My eyes were closed and the intensity of what I felt was written on my face, you smiled.  You let go the belt and I didn't notice it.  You moved so your were on your knees between my legs, your fingers still relentlessly teasing and my hips moving against them.  As they rose again from the bed, you slipped your fingers out.  Before I could react you grabbed my ankles from beside your hips.  You raised my legs straight in the air, slipped yourself under me and let the wetness of me guide you inside hard and fast.  Taking both ankles in one hand you grabbed the belt again as I half heartedly tried to free my hands and you yanked on it so I had to move a little to the side.  My eyes opened to look at you, defiance almost gone, pure passion, lost in the moment.

Seeing I was already close, the proximity of you for an hour before we began this game, even, had brought me close, you played me as I love it.  Each thrust inside was hard and fast, each time you withdrew you did so slowly.  You could see me getting closer still, so you let my legs fall to your shoulders and the belt go, and began to tease me to front and back.  My breath came in gasps now and you found yourself ridiculously close too, how it had happened so fast!  Your pace picked up, still hard and fast thrusting, but withdrawing became faster and faster.  You watched my desperation, my need to come.  I began to moan with each thrust.  You couldn't help moaning too, my pleasure brought you closer and closer til the heat built in the pit of you.  Neither of us noticed as our own voices became louder, we were reacting purely to each other now.  The heat built, the roaring tide began to take us both over. ..


I held my hands out to you and you untied the belt from me, then you lifted my legs from your shoulders and I wrapped them around your hips as you helped me sit up on your knees.  Still I held the length of you inside me.  I wrapped my arms around your neck and you pulled me close so my breasts were squashed against your chest.  We caught our breath together in this embrace.  The winter chill of the room made me shiver again and you immediately reacted, turning so you could lie with your head on the pillows, pulling me down with you.  I lay on top of you, my weight pressing down on you, my legs curled by your hips, and you pulled the covers over both of us.  Still breathing heavily we lay together, our breath slowly slowing.  Your arms around me, your hands stroking my back.  One of my hands tucked up under your arm, the other stroking your hair as my breath tickled your ear.  "I love you," I whispered, feeling wholly yours again.  You pushed me up a little so we were looking each other in the eye.  Your smile soothing me endlessly, "I love you too," you whispered, "there is no need for you to be jealous!" and you laugh as I pout at you, pulling me back close into your embrace.  I feel it!  I feel your love and I know it!  We relax back to sleep together, wrapped in each other's arms.