Why am I still here?

Why am I still here?
Day by day I remain alone
Night by night sleeping with ghosts unknown
And I say to myself,
Why am I still here?
Every glance Is every breath
Every breath is ever closer
To a word too deep to even show
In which my heart will never glow
And I say to myself,
Why am I still here?
Growing old through years
Struggling to hear in my own ears
Life starts to daunt in my despair
While I wander the lonely roads,
Thinking to myself this world isn't fair.

And I say to myself,
Why am I still here?