In this creative poem, I take on 'finding me' - oh, well! |
Tracing my steps back into the chaos and mayhem That comprised the formative years Of my not-so-brief tenure on this crazy planet (you know which one, of course), I recall with curtains flowing how the past Lived up to its full potential. There were lots of fear, insecurity, and maniacal pride To utterly consume my poor, beleaguered heart, Yet successes and brilliance to further my causes, While humbling and belittling my pride For which there was no cause. My happiness equates solely to an abstraction Of the jarring non-compliance and struggles Which I knew should spur me on, But which gripped me with destructive and causeless fear. Do these gamers such as myself have the gonads To seek and overcome intense horror and adversity, Or do my much-improved talents offer me any hope? Only if I survive long enough for the required impetus And solutions to materialize – For what is talent but a treasured gift To fight for and to hone, Through one’s clever and sought-after understanding Of the endless challenges presented every decade, Year, month, and day – Those long and not-so-brief episodes Of frustration, sadness, and sinister humility Which plague my eternal soul… |