A new page??

It's my start in writing again since it's been registered for a long time. For those past four years, I haven't changed in my life but just become more lazy and lazy. As I know I have to make a change, I need to pick up myself back and am geared for next step or challenge in my life. I will regret if my life goes on without any meanings. Although I got lost in past few years, it's time for me to wake up to think deeply about my future way.

Recently, some chances seem to be in front of me. I wonder they're the real chance or something camourflage. I really feel frustrated that all my efforts are paid in vain, especially I got nothing from those few years past but only an accumulation of debts that I think I have to re-pay in the life. What should I do? Boosting up my courage again to fight against antoher war? or Hiding myself off from any hurt?

All these answers may be known by the GOD!!!!