My life, My mind, My actions, My thoughts, My strife. |
I am lost in this plight Have no energy inside me to fight My almost never-ending thoughtless thoughts Hopefulness fiction of worthless shite I will never be satisfied Never content I will never be comfortable in what I encounter As no days the same No one is to blame Slit of the wrist will I then find bliss? Fuck off Care for others more than myself Happiness, anger, hatred and peace Only a few I’ve mentioned placing them into sections As tomorrow is a new day Guarantee those emotions will transpire Easy to activate That’s my life Mind frame fucked from the start My good is an illusion Gun pressed to disconnect Contradiction and lies Different feelings with new beginnings Every fucking second Always reaching the point of despair Repair Happiness and bliss when thinking of your kiss You need to hold me forever As you can see I bleed easy Cannot keep myself together Unless you’re here Your soft lips Smooth skin The smell of your hair Calm me down Speak out loud About anything or nothing Just make me proud I will cherish you till the day I die That mindset is forever Brutal honesty will keep out the lies |