Blind Love

You really are blind to how hard I am trying,
Fighting to face the fact.
It is just so hard to stop from crying,
Faith, hope, and trust I have lacked.

Lately my heart has felt so trapped,
My head and soul is what  my heart is between.
At one point my life was so well mapped,
But to my heart, my head is so mean.

Everyone says it just takes time,
He loves you and truly does care.
Why can’t my heart and head sync and rhyme,
And  let our lives be something to share.

Everyday I plaster on a smile,
Sit and patiently wait.
I tell myself this was a piece of tile,
From the floor of my healing hearts fate.