fly away

  I've looked into those eyes before
no one believes me
i'm crazy for sure
deep desperation
to feel and to know
again what i once had
once shared once embraced
passion that since
i couldn't possibly show
and now
here it is
right before my eyes
my power source
my reason to live
to 'actually' live
not only to feel love
but to feel someone i love
loving me
he did before
for now i don't know
will he remember my heart
will we be restored
i know that i cannot go on
in this life
without asking
if he feels the same
my life will mean nothing
until i know
not knowing will drive me insane