Fear...

Entering a new dawn of blackening thoughts,
Every day.

Screaming in agony for the better judgment,
Reign dismay.

Giving a world full of compassion,
Non return.

Defying rules of my ever fading nous,
Yielded burn.

Walking on broken bones,
Falling.

Crawling on open wounds,
Failing.

Inhaling the ashes of every ones disdain,
Seems i am only a shoulder to cry on.

Choking on the heartache that surrounds us,
Feels like i am only a fallen ruin.

The dead feelings smothering me from every side,

The hate crawling out from all the corners of my mind,

The bitterness of fear fills my mouth like honey,

The cruelness in my heart spills out from within me.

Entering a new dawn of sickening consequence,
Screaming with disgust for the life i carry ironically,
Giving nothing any more but grief and silence,
Defying every thing around me.

Defying every thing about me.

The fear of what i might become.

The fear of becoming...nothing!