I see no further

I am in the distance, so far that I'm in the glare.
People are surrounding me for my circumstances.
Its not like they know, on what I'm seeing.
I'm missing, so lost that we all know that my discrimination
is above my shoulders. All the above seen, is under my palms.
I write it back as I'm the fairytale. You see me changing, yet I'm ageing.
Take it back as I'm the black and white rewind. No lies are spoken,
I'm saying it as its a straight forward truth. I feel reality above my head,
I'm on top of the mountain, torn away and abused.
I look back and I'm nothing that you can't compare.
People are different in the society. We all go through
demons at one point, and we all go through Jesus Christ at a time
of our lives. You can see everything so clear now, Can you?
I'm on my knees, screaming and crying for the only hope that is yours.
I want you for my soul, lift me up from my prayers.
I am teasing, for who I am. I have sin in the past.
Oh future! Oh future! bring me from a better human.
Bring me... Bring me.
I'm slumbering my past mistakes, I'm over the lies.
I'm telling the truth. I'm no longer crying.
This is the end of me.