Its Over

If you could see what you was doing to me;
would it really make a difference?

If you could feel the pain in my heart and the tears
I cry inside; would it make you want to stop hurting
me the way you do?

The pain, the hurt, the anger, the bitterness that lies
deep within a heart rejected and torn; eats away at
my very being. Yet you are so frigid and cold that it
matters not to you that you will be the death of my soul.

I fight each day for a chance of peace. I struggle for a glimmer
of hope. I am tired of your games and fed up with your lies.
I must stand up for me and stand on my own two feet.

I will not allow your poisonious claws to dig any deeper. I will
regain control of my life and will find myself a waterfall of love
that as it cascades down up me will wash you and your toxins
out of my heart.

I will be free to love again, and free to be my own. I wish you the
best but not out of love for you but simply because I would not wish
upon my worst enemys the pain you made me feel.

So after all the years I finally can say "Its Over"!!