Just to See You Smile

Deep down I know I caused this,
I know Im the reason the angels weep,
This time the blood is something I cant dismiss,
I get dizzy at just the thought of a cut that deep,
See the angels descend, one by one,
Tragically they'll slip from paradise,
I know this pain can't be undone,
We'll lose all thats good and all thats nice,
All below will watch the angels falling,
When they shatter, I will be so ashamed,
While everyone around is running I'll be crawling,
Because from this disgrace is all I've gained,
All the blooming flowers will wilt,
When I let everyone down yet again,
I'll knock down every wall we've built,
Because I don't care like I did back then,
I can feel you tearing away from me,
All who used to care have gone away,
And without them I am too blind to see,
So I'll just sit and wait until, I too decay,

I'll lay in this lifes ashes,
Its remains have become so fragile,
But as hopes last tower crashes,
I'll build it all again just to see you smile.