My black book & my ghost

I did it i finished my black book.
but i still can't breathe, can't breathe!!, what happened,
what happened to me,i coughed up blood, my eyes are dim,
i don't know what happened i saw walls black walls with Japanese ornament,
and there is some blood, i think i'm tired I cannot see,
i lie down at my bed, i tell my self you have to relax,
i close my eyes,and i imagine.

i'm now at the roof, i'm looking at the stars, i'm moving my hands in front of my eyes,
i'm trying to catch the stars and i'm Singing "In The Cold Light Of The Morning by placebo",i'm quiet now for 10 minute, now i'm feeling something strange, my body can't move,i'm breathing but slower, why , why,
whats happening,now i'm trying to stand up, i feel something is coming up from my abdomen, oh ooh ooooh god what is this!!,
it's a rope!!!,transparent rope it's dim,i'm standing up my bed now and i'm looking around the roof, i see my body is in the floor,oh my god!!, what is this??,it's me!!, i cant understand that i'm dead !!! , oh not now , i see the stars i'm running ,i'm cold,i cant feel my body is cold,i'm asking my self now if i'm flying?..or i'm ghost? or i'm dreaming? or i'm dead. now in the street, nobody can see me,they are walking, and i'm walking too, i see a white light approaching, oh god what is this?, oh no no no it's a truck,it will kill me i cant move why? why now? pleas god protect me, no nooo, what, wuh what happened ,

i woke up after 3 hours, and i'm Sweating, i told my ghost, i told him everything,and i asked him if i was dreaming, he said, you are not dreaming, it's an astral projection,
i told him what kind of name is that? he said, huh ? , there is some rules for that black book, i said what kind of rules is this ?, he said believe me you don't want to know, don't read that black book at midnight if you did,you must kill someone,
or you'll see your death.

take my advice, be careful what you wish for it may just come true.