lost love

He flows through my blood like the wind blows the trees
I hear him calling but I want to be free
No longer wanting this love that is ours
But I cant deny him because I am his flower
The one that blossoms before all the rest
He chooses me because I am the best
I am the one of whom he can not let go
I am the one who made this love grow
But I never wanted to bloom in the rain
I never wanted my love to be strained
For he who left me out in the cold
For he was the one with whom I should grow old
But no longer wanting untouchable dreams
No longer wanting my petals to gleam
For I have a flower who treats me like a rose
And he my world but I no longer grow
I no longer blossom before all the rest
I am no longer anybody’s best
I grow in time with the sun and the rain
But love itself will never be the same