Every Day is another suprise.

I'm walking in the doors of a small ton school. It seems like one day you can think that yor on top of your game, that everyone around you has open arms. but when you close your eyes in reality high school is just full of fake love,two-faced ppl,and whores..well this a regular day for me,, but not forgetting to mention, everyday is a another suprise.

7:45- as im walking into the school i think what's today gonna be like. well today im on top of my game. im in a great mood. i walk into the gym put my stuff down in our basketball locker room, then im headed to my locker,, just wondering who im about to see or talk to.
Im at my locker.. and well i get my stuff and head to my class to get a friend to walk with me, just hoping there will be some excitement coming my way. Im just hoping i see "him". well he walks passed me and smiles.. but doesn't say anything. im off back to class now.


Bell Rings: Everyone is rushing around me,, but all i can think about is what's he gonna say to me when we meet at our lockers?
well not but 2 seconds later... there he is. he asks what's wrong? I say nothing. but he automatically thinks im sorta mad at him. But what little does he know, he's right its about him.. but its not that im mad, im just crazy in love with him. he tells me to walk with him so i do,, we laugh and have fun and talk.. but now im rushing to my next class.

Bell rings: again ppl rushing everywhere! but im one of them. as of right now im walking so fast u could prolly be considered running..why? well i wanna see what he has to say now. But im left wondering for a total 3 seconds..he's there leaning on the lockers with a smile on his face,, but it's not the same,, he's so afraid to fall crazy in love wiht me like he was at the end of the year.. cause he's been going out with this girl for almost 2 years now. I still put a smile on my face and talk to him normal. we walk to our next class. did i mention he's a senior?. and im a sophomore so we have no classes together. anyways.

Bell rings: well its 10:45 now. Now im waiting at the lockers..thinking is this rlly worth it? all of friends are always saying break up with your controlling girlfriend for her.. and well he almost did at the end of last school year. but now its the beginning of the next one. and it juss doesn't seem right. I know he still cares so much..but he's so afraid that he'll fall in love with me or is it to late? Here he comes down the hallway with a big group of friends, almost all of them either hit me in the head or mess up my hair.. But he stands there laughing. He tells me about one of many dreams he has about me and they all consist of him and me married,, but usually are pretty goofy.

Bell Rings. Its now 11:40.. I'm walking to my locker and he's heading to his which is a few down from mine.he grabs be and pulls me over to his locker.. then we walk,, and talk.. and well this day we're walking with a couple of friends. and as im wlaking backwards being stupid.. he decides to trip me as im going backwards.. seriously who thinks of that? and trust me you can't catch yourself. So im laying on my back flat on the floor. And we're all laughing.. im not the type of person that gets embarresed easily. but he helps me up.. and we we still all juss laughed..

Bell rings: its now 1:25.. We're standing at our lockers laughing talking the usaul. We get along so well. and now we're walking torward our next classes together.. he usually wants me to stand by his 6th period class with him until i have just enough time to get to my next class.,,

Bell Rings:Its now 2:05 .. we meet at our lockers this is the last time we see each other of the day. well we laugh of course over something. talk then we walk.. we walk for a good while..he leaves at this time but i have one more class for the day. he says how his girlfriend is insane and stalker like. and trust me she is. she didn't ewven want me to write in his year book last year cause she found out he liked me.. and well he usually hugs me and we both say goodbye with a smile on our face..but i think we both wonder.. i wonder why he still is with her? who knows what he thinks. but as i walk to the locker room across that gym floor i feel so alone. even though i have a smile on my face.. i don't know why i still talk to him when it doesn't seem like it's worth it now. is there hope? his girlfriend graudated from a different school this past year, and he's a senior this year.. well there's one whole school year left.. im gonna make the best of it. we met last year for the first time and we pretty much fell in love with each other and he was dating the same girl when we met. we were bestfriends still are, but i think we will never just have feelings for each other just as best friends. As the school year progresses this is gonna be what;s in my head. Everything happens for a reason, for the good or worse, keep a smile on your face. when you don't think something's worth it don't give up,, cause if it don't turn out the way you wanted it at that moment well EVERYTHING HAPPENS FOR A REASON. :) The end of chapter 1. [let me know what ya think please ]