Random Poem

I keep my heart dark
To match the part of my soul
Which isn't whole

That side of my brain is dead
So instead
Things can't come out and I won't be read

I'm paralyzed from the neck down
If i'm thrown in the water
I'll have no choice but to drown

My body bleeds
But not what you think
Only things I do not need

My fingers ache
While I'm writing they shake
While I'm thinking they make
Me break down into tears
And I think of all the years

But they dsappear
Into the nothing that is life
Funny
I can't think of anything to rhyme life

But that's not the biggest concern
I yearn
For something that will burn
At my soul
Which will never be whole
As long as I keep
Thoughts and feelings deep
Inside, while I weep
........To noone