It's what's done best

holding back the waterfall
that you switched back onto
full blast
for the full effect of me
lying down
taking back what i'd said
and what'd i'd allowed myself
to not believe
but here it is
the reinactment of it all
of what ive been used to
for the past four years
the emotions that aren't entirely there
are said to be much more
than they should
and its an irritating play
but you do well
in the part of where
the girl breaks her heart.