The Reason

Here I am,
I'm lying here.
For so long
I have feared
the reason why you left me here.

In the rain you let me cry,
even when you left off saying
"We're done, We're through!"
that hurt me too.
the reason why you left me here.

I cry, I weep,
I jump for joy.
but you don't care
I still wonder why you left me here.

Here all alone
on valentines day
no one to love or hate
but myself.

The love, the pain
all comes at once.
it feels like the knife
you stabbed me with.

The chains I carry
are mine alone.
I carry the suffering
of you on my own.

I know the reason
you left me here,
the reason for my only fear.