Poems about someone I was/am very attracted to, but will never be able to pursue. |
The Goodbye Letter I just want, to see you again, I don't understand Why we can't be friends. Please don't tell me, this is the end. It's not that hard, to pick up the phone I'm sick of feeling all alone. I know that you've been feeling stressed But why do I feel like this is my test? I guess I was naive To think you wouldn't leave Me out in the cold But we were so bold... No time for me, No patience for you, I thought by now You'd have a clue About how much I care, All the moments we've shared Does this have to go on? If so, for how long? I can't bear the thought, I don't want to cry, So please don't tell me This is goodbye. ----------------------------------------------------------- Deb (this is an older one) What are these feelings? So confusing I can't even describe them, Can't even think straight When you're on my mind. You make me laugh until I want to cry. I can't help but smile to myself Every time you're around. You are so beautiful, In a weird, rough around the edges, Been around the bend a few times Kind of way. Yet still soft in some hidden manner That most probably don't even notice. But I notice and it drives me insane. Why am I attracted to you this way? Everyone else is drawn to the same qualities, Just not in the same way. How is it you make me feel so warm, Yet drive me absolutely crazy at the same time? I love being close to you, And feel so tortured when you're gone. All these feelings, bad and good, Are just in vain. Always the taken ones, it seems. You will never want me The same way I want you. What's the point? ------------------------------------------------- Thoughts That Don't Belong (also older) Your eyes, God, how they burn a searing hole right through my soul every time you look at me. I want to look into them forever, as much as it hurts, hoping to find the secret I've been wishing for in them. Your behavior confuses me; Closer, yet more distant lately than usual. You're a mystery, and that just makes me want you even more. I want to figure the mystery out. Everything about you makes me want more: the way you walk, the way you talk, the stories you tell. Just being in your presence makes me want to stay there forever. I wish I could tell you all of this, the way you make me think, the way you make me act, the way you make me feel. But that's just not a good idea, is it? Perhaps someday, My Secret will be known in the Promise of Happiness... ------------------------------------------------- Bloodthirsty Monster (also older) The pain eats away at me more everyday. Madness quickly consuming my mind, Thoughts of you clouding my every thought. Hurt. That's all I seem to feel any more. Longing, for something and someone I'll Never have. Why does it have to hurt So bad? The Only One who can cheer me up at times And you don't even know The Power you hold over me. Pain Hurt Longing: When will it end? |