My love for a man abroad who wants to get serious and I CAN'T DO IT :( |
I love you and I've said it I want you I admit it I've breathed it i've bled it And that wanting won't quit it My heart aches when you're out Making time pass reluctantly I just fumble about But realistically we're stuck aren't we? For you're across seas it seems I'm in 'sunny' UK Your dreaming Maltese dreams While I'm stuck here all day You ask me - you scare me From other's bodies I must keep! (I think VERY unfairly) - Until in six months we meet! I love you and I want you But save myself til' December? Those months I can't live through I'm a free spirit remember? I didn't realize - please forgive In this country for me You were planning to live! WHY DIDN'T I SEE? And when I'm honest and say Relationship? No way! Don't hate me or date me I just wanted some play! You say you are hurt Kicked down in the dirt I've never met you - can't forget you But abroad? That won't work! I will meet you - I'll come But it's just intimate fun I'd kiss you and miss you But love I'm still young! Nothing has changed! I'm still yours when you're here! Just like we arranged! I'm not so cavalier! Just don't cage me like a bird Let me fly through the tree's You still have my word Just let me have my bee's! I won't loose what we've got I'm not in if you're not in I crave you a lot But you say all or nothing? If what we have in winter Isn't good enough for you Then i'm sorry we got into This internet to-do! :( |