If It's My Goodbye

If it's farewell I need to say
To make things better
then I'll say goodbye
and stay away

If it's goodbye I need to share
For you not to suffer more
then I'll go
I won't bother you anymore

If I need to stay away
For you not to choose
whether it's him or I
I won't hesitate and go

If to go away is the only solution
I'll go and find other people to be with
I'm sure it's something that would hurt
I just hope they're just as good as you

If it's my presence that needs to go
without a sound or two I'll go
I won't let you drown
with my sufferings and insecurities

If it's my goodbye you want to hear
I'll say it and go
I won't forget the times you spent with me
I won't regret those times I have been with you
but if goodbye's the only thing to fix these all
I'll do it for you

I have put a deep thought about this
for days and months
before I face you all again
and if goodbye is all it takes
to lessen the burden of this group
I'll sacrifice what I love the most

My conscience just won't let me
live in peace
if I see you drowning all because of me
My heart just won't take it
to see you fix the problems I made

so goodbye.... :'((