I Took the Bullet

I took the bullet
but of course I seen it coming
slowly but surely
ready to pierce through my soul
Ready to destroy my self esteem
Collapse my confidence
Steal away my will
My desire to keep on
i know I've tried
and I know I didn't try
to dodge this bullet
and to save my life
But I didn't know how to
It was hard, it was hard for me
I pretended like I didn't care
So the wound wouldn't get the best of me
but it's to late
i took the bullet
but yes I saw it coming
slowly but surely
ready to pierce through my soul
And I can't blame anyone
Anyone but my myself
I loaded that gun
I pulled the trigger
life couldn't cut me a break
after all in my life
So i cut myself a break
now my break has cut me
how can I show my face
No one can understand
No one can relate
So i'm here with no future no where to go
I took a bullet
and yes I saw it coming
slowly but surely
ready to pierce through my soul