Lets nuke the bridge

A fatal experiment of the human heart.
Idealism with sacrifice.
To disappear from memory.
To dissipate the sadness into nothing.
I've failed.
I'm weak in thought and soul.
Another moment, another lie.
I couldn't sacrifice.
Happiness for happiness.
I hadn't much to loose.
Slowly slipping away from the corner of my eye.
Very slowly.
A week goes slowly in despair.
Remnants were my everything.
Remnants are now debris.
Something so great lost for happiness.
Friendship for happiness.
It worked, for a day.
Smiles from nothing.
Success.
Piercing, uncaring, beautiful eyes torment and torture
Nothing.
I break. I apologise. I fail.
Every smile has a lie.
Every lie has a truth.
Now I'm clinging to what I live for.
Although I destroyed it.
My everything falls apart.
My debris crumbles.
Everything is lost.
All hope is gone.