Nonsensical

"We were always smashing glass
but it was never enough to make us feel okay."

I'm always crafting new disguises;
painting faces,
pretending I could save the world.

But you're my kamikaze lover,
and I'm your side-swept, renegade girl.

[I am constantly writing useless prose.
Sometimes, I stay up for hours drinking all the apple juice
and writing declarations -

I'm an emergency room romantic,
and he's my terminal disease].