a poem of love and deception |
Feelingless Touch He kisses me with words and says he loves me with his lips we don't tell it to each other does he know this love exists We hide behind the curtain we hide it from ourselves because I know he's already given his love to someone else Then when I thought he felt the same after the closest we have been he left me for another he said that we're just friends I didn't want to let him go I told him why it's wrong he said his kisses were never true that we where just having fun she was my friend now i can't look at her the same not because of anger but because she feels the same Now I know his words aren't kisses now I know his lips aren't love Now we tell it to each other that a love could not exist and now I play his game when we touch I don't feel love he took away my feeling but now I need his touch He tells me about his girlfriend he tells me who he's kissed I tell him he's the only one while he's here there'll be no other It breaks my heart to think he was the first to touch he took away my feeling I hope I can still love we were alone it was a year till we go back I fell because he was there there was no one to hold us back He tells me I will find the one he loves me as a friend we know each others secrets i'll love him till the end When I go back home, I hope that I will find a guy who kisses me with words and says he loves me with his touch we will tell it to each other I will know that love exists |