isolation

Stay in my room my sanctuary my way of getting away from the world. Knifes and razors on my shelfs the scars once again adding up. I however am not sad or depressed It is an addiction i don't want to quit this is not suicide it is freedom. A way to escape reality to show that I too am human. Flawed and broken like evryone else however i am not scared or ashamed to show who I am and what i do when isolated. Which is a lot i enjoy isolation being alone as in the end we are all alone. nothing can change that. Most people who read this will say i need help. I have already been labelled by society and i view it as false as i know everyone gets urges but just lack the courage to act on them. I however do not lack no i embrace it enjoy and savour it every scar on my body is a scar that I am proud of. So while all you go about saying oh he is fucked up and emotionally unstable point the finger at youself. Stay in your room weeks on end isolate yourself and than see what you become