Life is tough for Miss Duff

The trouble I have with writing this poem is that I've heard all of the songs so much that it messes up the flow of how the poem sounds in my mind.

Life is tough for Miss Duff

What's wrong with me?
I get lonely in a crowd,
Everyone is smiling,
But I made myself left out.

Is there thickness in the air?
Or are you heavy on my heart?
Why can't I just fit in?
Why can't I do what everyone else does?

I have walked this earth with broken bones.
I've been keeping secrets under all these lights.
But when you're around my defenses go;
It feels as if I'm naked when you're standing in the room.

You wanna know why I look sad and lonely.
You wanna know why I can barely talk, well
It's not your fault so let me say I'm sorry,
For makin you the reason for my fall.

When I look at you there is hope.
It's like you see the sadness in my eyes.
You read the blue between the lines.
You could be the one to hold me when I wanna cry.

I wish that I could be like I was before.
I was riding high but now I'm feeling so low.
I wish that you could make my world feel better,
And take away the hurt so I won't be so far gone

Underneath this smile my world is slowly caving in.
All the while I'm hanging on cause that is all I know.
Could you be the one to save me from
every bad habit that has helped me dig this hole?