Whats the point?

(Storm in) You..you just don't understand! You don't know what its like! ahh, (pant)You don't know! I try! I try soo damn hard! But no, no no no.  No matter how hard I try I will never amount to anything! (sob) My parents.. my parent. The alcohol, so much drinking. Why the hell wont he stop for me!? I'm his son damnit! He hits me you know, he hurts me. He says I'm worthless, (voice lowering) he is right you know, he is right.. he always has been right. (raise voice) I'm so stupid! I am! Admit it, you were thinking it! you saw me walk in here and you thought oh look (mocking) here comes the idiot with the drunk dad and dead mom. (sob) Why can't I be normal? why.. why cant I be like you? like anyone!? I don't get grades. A girl would rather kiss a horse then talk to me for gods sake! I am a nobody, I have always been a nobody. No one cares about me. (sudden realization) No.. nobody cares about me. (voice softening) wow.. I have always told myself, that there is someone who really cares, kinda like a movie, one day ill get noticed, meet a girl, fall in love. Love?! what kind of bull is that!? Everything I ever hoped for, I'm not going to get any of it. This world wont miss me! pathetic, stupid me!? (yelling, infuriated) Well you know what?!?! I'm done with it all! I don't care, nobody else cares! why the hell am i still here! I'm done! This is my last day alive and nobody gives a damn! See you in hell!