I won't let them get to you.

My eyes stay open,
my body demanding help,
I depend on these few hours to forgive and forget,
I want it, I need it.

Languages sicken in my mind and lead to twisted tounges,
Disfigouration of mind and all hope,
Im sure this is passing pretends,
But I wish it all the well.

These legal drugs taint me,
Devour me of all the life I need to be humane,
Please don't leave me like this,
There is so much more we need be doing.

Sugar and nicoteine,
Blood and oxygen,
It floats through my mind which my mind deserves more,
The clock tics.

Spoke when you're spoken to,
This all breaks me down,
Choices upon choices,
The gates open of light and darkness simotaniously.

Your hand beckons me,
Your hand dismisses me,
The fire and anger runs through my veins,
I will not await my time.

It becomes so ludicrous,
But still it taunts me,
The fact of all and the fact of nothing,
Bewilderement encircles me.

Something is missing,
What's missing is still in questioning,
I need something to tell me it's okay,
These dreams I can't understand.

Take me from here ,
This moment love has passed me,
This moment hatred has passed me,
I still lay in consciousness.

It will die, like everything else,
Now it is my time to refrain,
Because it depends on people to choose for me,
Who needs sleep when I have full consciousness of mind.