Not a normal Murder scene

-Not a Normal Murder Scene-
I stand there with the gun in my hand,
I'm thinking of all the pain I've felt.
That barrells looking pretty nice,
I put the cold steel next to my head,
Right behind my ear,
I hear the voices yelling NO!
But the thoughts are takind over,
I'm completely numb inside,
I start to pull the trigger and
BAM!!!
I did it.
It's over.
I'm in a better place,
and that was the case.

-Part Two-
People hear a gunshot
women scream as her body falls down to the ground.
Completely limp in his arms.
He's crying asking why?
They al thought he did it.
The detectives are prying and he's not cracking.
They put him in an instution.
All he does is sit there.
Never even says a word.
No one knows the true story.
The guards found his body.
He had somehow got a knife,
Slit wrists made it clear,
And his body's on the floor,
Just like hers was before.