Control

You can't control me anymore
The feeling in my chest that you bring anytime you choose
I deserve the best and you get in my way
My life ruined by your presence
My family ripped apart and undecided how to help
They think they know the best way
I tell them all the time
"You can't fix it, it will leave when I get stronger".
You come in disguises and trick me at every turn
The last eight years wasted
And me beating myself up when you are here
I have a path that I know is there
But you hold onto my wrist and won't let me turn
I have to go
I have to move on
Without you and your pain
No more will you keep me from my true self
She still waits for me inside
Behind you and your force
I have found something better
It will get rid of you
It's me