A Confused Heart

                                                              A Confused Heart



I'm so confused,
I don't know what to do.
I want to believe,
He is telling me the truth.

But i have been lied to,
I've been broken and burned.
No matter how much i try to,
No matter how much i've learned.

I still end up broken,
Still disappointed and alone.
With only a small token,
A piece of happiness sewn.

I've shut myself out,
Cringing from the past.
Every night dreaming about,
My fairytale that'll last.

These words are so sweet,
Speaking to my lonely heart.
I'm wanting to run to them,
But i'm afraid of the dark.

I long for everything that could be,
but constantly afraid that it wont.
Hearing how much he wants to be with me,
Daring myself to trust, but i don't.

I believe in second chances,
I know of first mistakes.
I thrive in second glances,
Lived through many heartbreaks.

I don't know what to think,
But i know what i want to believe.
I'm tired of living so lonely and sad,
I want to take chances and live.

I may not be happy for forever,
But i'm willing to take that risk.
Ready to live for the moment,
To venture into the dusk.

Live life with no regrets,
Love with all your heart.
Live crazy&don't forget,
Tomorrows a brand new start.