Thoughts of Love

I wanted you so badly.
I craved for you at night.
Whenever I felt your touch,
I knew things would be alright.

You whispered sweetly in my ear,
All the things I wanted you to say.
My heart would ache the moment I
Saw you walk away.

I don’t think I’d ever felt like this,
Wanting someone so greatly.
And since we are together now,
My thoughts are differently lately.

Before I needed you by my side
To get me through the day,
Now the only thing I want,
Is for you to go away.

I thought you would respect me
And let me speak my mind
I try to tell you what I want
Then you don’t get so kind.

You yell that I am needy
That I’d be nothing without you.
I figured something out then,
‘without you’ was my cue.

In my mind I know what I wanted.
Just to love some one.
But now I know that fantasies,
Aren’t always too much fun.

Even though you weren’t the one,
Love is still something I sought,
All the feelings I thought I had,
I’m realizing were just thoughts.

So I’ll wait for the one who loves me,
And who will care for me always
Who will give me butterflies,
And keep my heart ablaze.

Some one that i can hold,
And speak my mind to,
This is the person that
I will say, "i love you" to.