Things change despite our best efforts to keep them the same. |
After 25... The night goes quiet after twenty-five, as though they see rings in your skin as well as on your finger. With creping around drowsy eyes, like the creases in timeworn love-letters, there is cause to wonder why no one told you that the way you used to do the usual things would cease to be adorable when you rounded a certain corner. Now is when you deign to paint your nails red, but somehow it lacks dignity. Once, hisses and hollers from passing cars at twilight were hot mosquito-prick stings. Now, they’re a welcome sort of infestation, an itch that sings for a scratch, and yet, there is something untoward about the ones who dare to look now, as though their intention is unclean; a theft within a rape. Old impressions on newly-naked fingers arouse the strangest of animals, and something falls away, like the slow strip of a banana peel, full of freckles and other blemishes leaving something unholy in the gazer’s grasp. The slippery shame in coveting the seasoned woman forces all the choirboys into hiding, though their intent remains obvious, despite the righteous robes. As long as it is unspoken, it is a myth, a parable, a story for poorly lit places. |