Love me like before

I feel like telling you,
Something I never had the heart to say before.

You’re not my first, though I hope you’ll be my last.
I’ll tell you the entire story, hopefully you wont leave me.
Please forgive my indiscretion.

Please forgive my childish folly:
I was 16, turning 17; I wanted to be happy.
Always being depressed never helped me.

So I turned to a friend, or who I thought was a friend.
I tell him of my daydream.
I thought he’d set me right, tell me that I needed to wait.

But he didn’t, he encouraged me!
I went along like the fool I was and lost everything I had.
He said he loved me, he said he had fun, especially since his wife, refused him.

Now, look at me in my first relationship,
I have nothing new to give. I love you! Please, forgive me.
I stopped it. I tell you, I stopped it. Though it was late, now please love me.

Please love me! I want your...I need your love,
To soothe the yearning of my soul; I can’t take the pain!
The pain I feel, from keeping this, from you; Now from the horrid look in your eyes, I love you!

Please love me, Please LOVE ME!
Please I beg of you. I’m not close to perfect, but please love me!
Love me as if I were. Love me like before. LOVE ...ME!!!!! PLEASE!