i do not know why i wrote this but i hope that others could find a hidden meaning. |
Happy As I dream of deadly rage, I slowly fall within this cage, The cage of fear to put me down, deep within the life I’ve found, I slip away from all my friends, and ask you if this ends, As I fade away from what is me, tell me if I was happy. Tell me if by hate I fell, and if I will live a life in hell, Or if by love I could become, a friend or foe to some, To the fields of flowers I will go, but they are dead under the snow, For my heart is made of stone, tell me if I was happy alone. Slip to sleep and dream again, if only dreams weren’t full of sin, The candles sit above my grave, yet I sleep within the waves, Broken down from right to wrong, proving that I am not strong, Without you here my body frail, am I happy in this jail. I sit and think without a brain, for broken by the endless pain, From all the things I did for you, and now your gone what’s there to do, Alone I stand inside this storm, wishing I could feel your warmth, But cold the rain upon my face, tell me if I fell from grace. Tell me if I could see you once more, or if this life I’ll live forever more, I have slipped away from love, and now I see this dying dove, Could you be the air I breathe, and now I do not want to leave, So please tell me, when am I happy. I fear that what you say could be true, because I do believe in you, And I know you would not lie, or you would make me die, As time goes on we fade away, but could I see another day, I miss you love before I hate, that in the end I et my fate. |