A Girl Trapped

My cell phone rang at 8 o'clock in the morning.When i picked it up it was Gerard,one of my best friends.Him and his brother live next door.
"what gerard?"i asked him
"are you coming over?"he asked
"yes i'll be over in a half an hour"i said
"okay see you then bye"he said
"bye"i said hanging up the phone
I got up and my dad was downstairs talking to my mom.
"hey guys"i said
"hey"they said at the same time
"i'm going over to gerard's and mikey's okay"i said
"of course you are"my dad said
"well see you guys later"i said grabbing my bag
i walked over and just went in.we always just walked in to each other's houses.mikey was sitting on the couch,and gerard was trying to beat guitar hero but it wasn't working for him.
"the guys are coming over a little later"mikey said about to start dieing of laughter because gerard still couldn't get it after having it for two months.
"okay then are you guys going to practice?"i asked
"yes then we'll practice and you can practice taking pictures"mikey said
"wootness,i can't believe i got the job to be your photoghapher"i said
"your really good i don't know what the heck your talking about"gerard actually got out between notes.soon the door bell rong and i got the door.it was frank.
"i thought you were coming later?"mikey said
"thats no way to treat a guest and i was bored"frank answered walking in.
"i'm going outside for a little air"i said
"okay doll"frank said.he always called me doll i never knew why
i went outside.soon mikey came out too.
"you still love him don't you katlynn"mikey asked
"well....umm.."i started to say
"you know you do"
"okay maybe but-"i said
"but nothing you love him.i'm your bestfriend i know like the back of my hand"mikey
said
"okay,okay,i do but i swear if you tell anyone i'm going to kill you mikey way"i said pointing my finger at him
"i know,i know"mikey agreed
"thanks buddie"i said going inside.this time when i walked in frank was playing guitar hero and gerard was pouting because frank was really good.i sat down next to gerard on the couch.
"don't worry you'll get better"i said
"i hope so"gerard said hugging me.
mikey walked back in.
"i'm hungry got anything good to eat"i said
"doll your always hungry"said frank giving the guitar to mikey
"well,well so what i going in the kicthen"i said
i went in the fridge.nothing was there.
"you guys suck you have no good food in the fridge"i said
as i reached up to the cabinet frank grabbed me by the waist.
"AHH what the heck frank"i screamed
"sorry doll"he said looking at the floor"i couldn't help it"he said looking up with a big smirk on his face.
"i guees it's okay,want a snickers bar"i said
"sure"he said taking the candy.
i opened the fridge and bent down to get the soda that was in the back.
"nice tattoo"frank said
"you seen it already,you went with me to get"i said
"i know but i like it"he said
"of course you like it frank you picked it out"i said
"ohh yeah"frank said with a smile
we went back into the livingroom and mikey smiled at me.
"what"i said to mikey
"nothing"mikey answered
"i'm going home for a mintue"i said
"why"frank asked
"i'm getting more food,my mom's not home so i can get away with it"i said opening the door.
i walked into my house to find my dad kissing anther women.i knew it wasn't my mom.my mom had dark black hair like me,this women had bleach blonde hair.i ran over to mikey's and gerard's crying.
"katlynn whats wrong"gerard asked me
"nothing it's nothing"i answered as i walked out on thier porch
frank walked out with me.
"okay now doll whats wrong"frank asked
"i said nothing"i said looking away because i was basicly in tears
"katlynn i know you better than that"frank said he called me katlynn when he was serious.
"okay but you need to promise not to tell anyone"i said finally looking at him
"okay i swear"frank said
"well when i walked in my house i seen my dad on the couch with anther women"i said
"anything else"frank asked
"they were......they were kissing"i said getting the tears back in my eyes.frank wrapped me in his arms."i don't know what to do"i said
"it will be okay katlynn,it will"he said comforting me
"i hope so"i said
frank just hugged me until mikey came out and told us the rest of the guys were there.
"are you going to be okay doll"frank asked me after mikey went back in.
"yeah i'll be fine thank you"i said
he wiped off the remaning tear that was on on my cheek and said"no problem doll,i'll always be there for you,if you need to you can crash at my house you know i fuckin' love you"i was happy he was calling me doll again.it made feel special.
"okay thanks"i said
we walked back in and went to the garage to have band practice,the guys were the band and i was the photoghapher.
band practice was over in three hours but it only felt like one.
"frank"i said
"yeah doll"he said
"can i sleep at your house"i asked him
"sure you know i fuckin' love you doll"he said
"one more thing"i asked
"what"frank asked
"can you come in my house with me while i get my stuff"i asked
"sure"he said
we walked over together.
"come on i got to get my stuff"i said walking to my room.he followed
"your house is so clean"frank said
"just wait until you see my room"i said laughing
when he walked into my room he said"wow your room is a mess."
"i know"i said grabbing my bag and stuffing stuff in it.my dad walked in.
"where are you going"my dad asked me
"i'm sleeping over at frank's house okay"i said
"why"my dad asked
"cause i want to"i snapped
"you have a perfectly good place to sleep here"my dad screamed
"you have a perfectly good wife but you don't like her"i yelled and took my bag and ran down the steps.frank followed me,and we drove in his car to his car.i knew my dad was crushed but it was the truth.
"are you going to be okay"frank asked
"i'll be okay"i said with a tear strolling down my cheek.frank wiped it off.
"well were here"frank said
i got out the car and got my bag.i followed frank inside.
"well doll my house is your house so make yourself feel at home"frank said
"thank you so much frankie"i said
"no problem you know i love you"frank said
"i love you too"i said
frank's lips got closer to mine and both of us slowly closed our eyes and kissed.i must say frank was a good kisser.
"what was that"i asked
"i told you i love you"frank said
"you surely proved it"i said giving frank anther kiss
"i'm happy you came"frank said giving me a kiss
"me too"i said
all of a sudden mikey came walking though the door.
"hey mikey"i said
"hey"mikey said back smiling"i'll leave you two alone"mikey said and me and frank watched him walk in the direction of his house.then frank gave me anther kiss.and i kissed back.
"want to watch a movie"frank asked
"okay"i said
of course frank put in a horror movie.he sat down on the couch and i laid my head on his lap.he stroked my black straight hair and gave me a kiss on the cheek before the movie started and said"i love you doll"
"i love you too"i said.before i knew it we both fell asleep.
the next morning i woke up on the couch and i still had my head on frank's lap.i smiled a little smile and woke frank up.
"so..doll..."frank said
"what"i asked
"does last night mean we are going out"he asked
"do you want it to"i asked him
"hell yes i want it to"frank said beaming
"then we're going out"i said and gave him a kiss
frank and i walked to band practice holding hands,and telling each other what we liked about each other.
"i love your smile"frank said
"i love your laugh"i said
"i love your hair"he said
"i love the way you always call me doll,you never called anyone else that"i said
"well your my doll"he said
i put my head on his shoulder and said"aww"
we walked into mikey and gerard's house and bob and ray were there.
"hey guys"i said
"well,well look at the new couple"ray said laughing
"you guys are going out!"bob said stunned
"yeah they are!i caught them kissing yesterday"mikey said
"awwww"gerard said
"shut up"frank and me said at the same time
"we're not making fun of you guys we think it's cute"ray said
"okay as long as you aren't making fun"frank said
"i need to go home i'll be back in a mintue"i said
"okay doll"frank said
i walked over alone nervous of what i might find.when i walked in i seen my dad kissing the other women and then my mom came in behind me.
"DAVID"my mom shouted.my dad stopped kissing the women and looked at both of us stunned.i ran back over to mikey and gerard's house.i ran in and fell into frank arms.
"whats wrong"frank asked
"i want to be alone!"i said and ran into the bathroom.i couldn't stop crying.i looked at my wrists.i traced the marks where i used to cut.i grab a razor and was about to cut myself when frank came in the bathroom.
"what the hell are you doing katlynn"frank said
"i don't know"i said crying even more
"ohh doll.."frank said sitting on the bathroom floor with me
"i went and seen my dad kissing the other women and my mom was behind me she saw the whole thing"i said
"doll it will be okay"frank said
"i hope so"i said
i fell into a million peices and frank was there to pick up the peices and put them back together.
that night i stayed at my house.i walked into the garage and grabbed some rope.i went back into my room and got a peice of paper and a pen.the note i wrote said:
"i'm so sorry i have to do this.but my world isn't the same.frank i love you i always have.i loved the way you called me doll.i hope you never call anyone else that.mikey thank you so much for being a get friend.gerard thanks for always saying the right thing at the right time.you always made me feel a little better.ray you are the best you and bob are.you guys are the most hard working people i know.frank again i love you.thank you for picking up the peices of my life.dad thanks for knocking them down."
thank was the letter i taped to the side of me when i hung myself i knew everyone would be crushed but i felt trapped.i felt the air in my lungs going away.i closed my eyes and just let go of life.