Separated and Forgotten

Why do you act like I'm not here?
I'm not even human to you.
All you see is an object with an ear.
Something to talk at, but not get attached to.
I'm trying so hard to be what you need.
Being there for you while accepting the truth.
You don't want a friend to be there all the time.
I'm simply temporary and easily discarded.
I'm screaming inside and crying out loud.
Every time I give an inch a mile is taken.
You're taking my heart and twisting it around.
Pushing in the pins just a little further each time.
It seems that since we went our separate ways,
You've found another to be your significant other.
I'm beyond angry at how you've treated me.
But then I hate myself because you're having troubles.
You're family is having problems.
You're under stress at school.
You're having emotional issues
And I'm trying to help you through.
But then you ignore me,
Like a pebble tossed out of your shoe.
I lose my temper, but have to hide it
Because it would make me selfish.
I'm lost here beyond being found.
I'm broken here, beyond repair.
Open your eyes and see me here.
You're killing me one piece at a time.
I'm running out of words, unable to describe this.
All I have left to say is: I hate being forgotten.