Help

I need your help.

What do you do when the person you love goes away?
When the only thing you live for suddenly leaves?
How do you cope?
Without the only one that matters?

You love them so bad
And all you want is for them to be there
By your side through everything
Just like it was meant to be.

You feel like nothing goes your way.
Like the whole world is against you.
Like for every good day you have,
You must have 2 days of pain to make up for it.

Why can't something just go right?
Why can't he just stay?
Why does it have to be like this?
Why, why, why?

But the fact is life's not fair.
There are things you have to go through
No matter what.
The only way out is harder than staying

Or is it?

You've sure thought about it
But do you have the guts to do it?

Help me...
I can't deal with these thoughts.
Save me...