I'm the one to blame

with each mistake I make,
every breath I take,
I feel the pain,
hear the rain,
I hear the silent screams,
see all the broken dreams,
everything I lost,
and all the things I've gained,
yet through all the tears,
and all my pain,
I am still the one to blame,
you see my sadness,
feel my pain,
but through all the years,
I'm the one you blame,
let go of everything,
dont be afraid to fall,
thats what you should do,
what you 'could' do,
but you find it eayser,
funner,
better,
to push me off intead,
your only a big coward,
I realize this now,
So I give you this,
'I'm' the one to blame