Learning How To Live

I want to trust my brain
I want to know how it feels to be sane
I want to live in those normal shoes.

I want to go to the store and not pick out
Every item in pink
I want to be able to think
I can walk into a classroom and be at ease

Let you come and go as you please
Without me freaking out.....

I want to except what I have
Deal with it and laugh
Maybe even be able to trust in myself
Just walk away from all you silly elfs
And not let my emotions control me.

Once and for always feel whole
Like i'm filling the entire bowl
And finally, truly, be

FREE

From all this.

It's a nice thought,
Maybe someday.
Until then,
I'm sure it will win.......