I Feel

I Feel

I feel incomplete
The feeling of obscurity
I feel demeaned
The opposite of purity

Inside there is rage
A fire I feel deep
Outside is silenced
Mouth shut without a peep

When you're near me I'm good
Happy thoughts and butterflies
My stomach feels empty
I eat and eat but fail all my tries

I feel scared
There are people watching my every move
I look around but no ones there
Yet still
I don't know what to do

I escape to get some air
But when I'm leave no air is there

I feel alone
Like no ones there for me
Yet when I don't want them there
They won't let me be
Now I need them
Their no where t be found
Their acting like hippies that went under ground

But I'm not crying wolf
This time it's true
I need you to be there
Stuck like glue