He always leaves me

I laid there, just thinking, no aspirations in my World rather than that dream… that unforgettable dream-. I remember not knowing where I was going. I just kept flying directly to a place where I felt his smell, that smell to cherry blossom ice cream. I finally got to the unknown planet, it had a sense of warmness, I knew that place was for me. I knew it was just a dream, a dream that I wasn’t destined to end, but it did.
I had a rough landing on that planet, but I didn’t care, there were better things on my mind. I kept looking for him, I kept following his smell. I couldn’t find him, but It felt as though he was there. I finally heard his voice in the dark tall grass with flying lilies around it. He stared at me, I stared at him. He didn’t say a word, neither did I. We both felt as if we were meant to be together, as if we could stare at each other for the rest of eternity. There are no words to explain that feeling of complete happiness and fear. I didn’t want to wake up; he knew I had to wake up. I woke up, missing him.-
Never did I want to sleep again. I knew I would dream about it again, I didn’t want to loose him again. He always leaves me. Now I realize, my heart broke in two. I found him with my whole heart, but came back with just half of it.