poem dealing with bitter inner anger and self-destuctiveness...bordering on brutal |
I give to you a world of demise, a world of hate, a world of shit I invite you into a world of fear, a world of torment, a world of bloodshed I indulge your desires, in a world of illusion, a world of confusion, a world of fetish I ask nothing of your world, a world of glee, of happiness A world that has forgotten me I unmask my soul, for only the chosen few to see Come and dine, drink and eat of me, indulge-yes, feast Quench your starvation through me Feel my pain, feel the wrecklessness, the false sense of security The lies of immortality Chew my flesh, suck the lifeblood from my soul Devour my pain, my anguish, my primordial evil And then scurry home Partake in my dillusions of senselessness Fillet my skin to the bone, ravage my existence Forfiet my chances of growing old, careful though Don't gluttonize For those that overeat Shall be twice the sorrowful being that is me For blackness overcomes you, you who taste the soured wine Of anger and chaos divine Of these things you will find, I have no regrets, no remorse So...don't remind me, keep to yourselves The pain I have awakened in you, keep it hidden so deep inside Fear it's beckoning, it will only induce your final demise Fill you with lies, cast aside your consciousness And blind you with fire that only death can dowse So when you're feeling down or sliding back Feel my pain, feel my doubt, feel my pain You are forever burdened with this Not able to cast out. |