Am I good?

Am I good?
I don't know. I think I am.

Sometimes I lie. I know that's true.
Usually I justify it with one reason or another.
Do my reasons make sense?
Would they hold up in court?

I want to wring some answers out of the air.
When I was younger I never found any.
Sometimes I hate myself. Someday's I'm joyful.
There are few places I can go to escape the confusion.
Do actors feel the same way as I do?
Will my lies always cause problems?
Can I brake the spiraling cycle of doom?

I try to be good. I try to be logical too.
I think my worst problem is my lack of faith.
Faith and confidence. Always have been.
Why is there so much confusion in this world?

Am I good?
I'm still not sure. I hope someday I'll find out.