Everything about you kills me. Cold hands and dead weight My laugh and your face And you've been stuck in neutral Since about the beginning of time I think Didn't stop your thoughts or fist I never used to talk like this... Sing it soft Sing it sweet And I really don't care If you lose the beat His stories disgust me But yours aren't much better I'm feeling squeamish, uneasy But I suppose it doesn't really matter You can smile all you want Ignore me when I say stop Push the peddle down And lean back, sigh, because the sound Is finally beginning to drown. You'd give it all for one last head rush Who cares who you touch? When you got no one left to trust Who cares who you drag along? After all I suppose guilt doesn't belong To those who are already gone. [breathe.] You're reckless because you have nothing else to be You're careless because you know I already decided to leave You're shameless because you have no secrets left to keep And you're blameless because the catalyst was always me You're fearless because your running on empty. Push the peddle down And listen to the sound Finally drown And your heart pound pound pound I said knock it off You said I told you to never stop. I said never stop. I wanted to save you I wanted to be like you But you never ended a breakthrough And you never started a sob story And saving you was boring anyway. So down down down we tumbled together Letting go of what we'd forget someday because it didn't matter And holding on to what was better Anything, any face that we'd always remember. But until it came I never realized the unfortunate side effects of falling too Included not only losing a life I never valued, but also having to stand up without you. |